It's Getting Cold!!! YAY

Hello, loves. Its been a while since I've written in here hasn't it? Mmmm.. I am really starting to love the weather..its COLD. never before have I really appreciated cold weather until this fall season. I'm pretty sure its because of Colorado.. Plus, now I know how to stay warm *layers* and I can deff. take advantage of the cold weather and sit by a fire all curled up and warm, and even better when its with my love. Scott has said he feels like this is gonna be a good Christmas/winter..and I'm starting to agree with him. I think its mostly because I've learned to enjoy the cold. I'm only hoping that the things I want to do this winter will happen, like go to LA for recrewnion and see the people I've come to love like crazy even though I dont know them all too well. Or just go curl up outside in blankets by a fire with hot apple cider snuggled up with my love talking about God and life and beautiful things. Then there is the possiblity of snow, and how it smells (cause snow DEFF has a smell ) and the fun in getting out of school and playing in it. Then of course christmas, where church is beautfiul and there are candles and christmas carols and hotdogs beforehand and hayrides. Then new years, which usually is the beginning not only to another year but promises to yourself and friends and then the celebration of it all, and being excited of whats to come. Then theres just the whole scarf and gloves and hoodie thing that I LOVE because they are GREAT articles of clothing. hehehe. But I'm getting incredibley excited now that I'm really thinking about it all. The only bad thing is the lack of flowers. But for the moment I am more than content with nature simply because it's fall and the leaves are magnificant and its all so pretty. Then in november, the Cove, that beautiful place where many breathtaking things have happened to me that makes me think GOD all weekend that I'm there...it's just a God place. Then in Feb, theres 180 weekend which is always fun. Anyways, enough bout the cold and winterness. I am increasingly becoming more and more fascinated with the relationship Scott and I share. Its completely insane how well we can read into each other. It's almost becoming a mind game thing like "do you know what im thinking??" in which case I usually do. I mean its not as straightforward but I know when he is upset before he even SAYS anything about not being happy or he'll start to ask a question and ill already answer it and it will be TOTALLY off topic from what we were talking about yet I know what he was going to ask. its crazy...im still trying to figure out how it works, but it's cool. and when ever we say the same thing or think it we tend to always quote Brad from a wednesday night "You know when two high schoolers that are dating start acting like each other...well...."..ah fun stuff. but Thats not the only thing I'm fascinated by. I think im fascinated by how well we work together and how well we communicate and how much we simply just enjoy each other. It is amazing. And I'm finding more and more that he is an amazing character and I am yet to find anyone who dislikes him..which is pretty rare in a person i'd say. I am absolutely in love with his family. His mother is the sweetest person EVER and his dad is just funny and nice and I really reallly like him. And reese is just reese. hehe. I duno, just a nice thought.. but that is a great family, Mr. and Mrs. Bolte have done a marvelous job in my opinion....to me, that is definately something to achieve, like when I get older. That is the kind of family I want, a God centered COMPLETELY loving, great family which I'm glad I have their example since it seems like we're all surrounded by divorce and just nasty crap like that and i think theyre just a breath of fresh air. hehe. AH! So I'm starting to notice that God has a personality. I mean of course he does, he MADE personalities...WE have them but I'm just now starting to see different aspects of Him, which is really cool. Like gorgeous obviously (mountains, nature in general, ya kno.) , or say really good artist, lotsa different things to say there. But then he has a sense of humor or maybe he just likes being ironic in the way things play out in our lives like. Isn't it kind of ironic that the people who have the power to completely destroy us and make us DIRT tend to be the ones who love us more than anything and destroying us is the LAST thing they would want to happen to us? Yet those who want us completely torn down just cant do it. They maybe chisel some part of you but to completely knock us down...just doesnt work, they dont have that kind of power over us. I guess the ones who we love and love us are the ones we trust the most therefore giving them that power. I still think its cool. Then he's loving, obviously, and theres just so much there and hes so dynamic and theres so much that I dont even see and wont ever really know. Quite mystifying. Well Its 11:48 and I am quite tired.

Random comment...I MISS SKATTEBO!

-night loves.

OH yeah!! Happy Birthday Gracie (in like 12 minutes) hehe.